Well, a big ball of light has appeared in the sky, a few times, since my last visit here. I continue to be astounded by it's therapeutic value! I've been grabbing as much sunshine as possible, and it's been wonderful!
Of course, reading through my previous posts, there is a direct connection between the weather and my mood. I wish the entire story was that simple!
Anyway, I'm restricted to up's and downs which are much less extreme than in the recent past. I'm grateful for that.
When I look back on this summer, probably on a rainy November Tuesday, I WILL be taken back to a world of great music, and great friends. The downs are all fading away.....slowly.
PLUR
Friday, 31 August 2007
Sunday, 12 August 2007
Where...?
Where is the summer?
In the year when I REALLY need some sunshine, the rains continue! I'm surprised the whole population isn't depressed (...Hold on! Maybe it is!)
Anyway, I must apologise for the lack of posts on this blog. I've been occupied with interesting work, frustrating people, the funeral of a friend, and the general maintenance of my mood.
All of the above have helped (?) to keep my paranoia levels up. The same humans that have had an affect on these symptoms in the past, still seem to have a hand in my condition now. A lot of this is actually born out of my concern for their welfare, but I am saddened to report that a few folks seem to have really taken a dislike to me. Distance is my current treatment. I really don't know how people can be bothered to put in considerable effort to alienate someone who is actually their ally. I suppose I'm over-sensitive to this stuff right now, but it's all too obvious to ignore.
So... I hope to be back soon, with something a little brighter to report (and not just the weather!).
PLUR
In the year when I REALLY need some sunshine, the rains continue! I'm surprised the whole population isn't depressed (...Hold on! Maybe it is!)
Anyway, I must apologise for the lack of posts on this blog. I've been occupied with interesting work, frustrating people, the funeral of a friend, and the general maintenance of my mood.
All of the above have helped (?) to keep my paranoia levels up. The same humans that have had an affect on these symptoms in the past, still seem to have a hand in my condition now. A lot of this is actually born out of my concern for their welfare, but I am saddened to report that a few folks seem to have really taken a dislike to me. Distance is my current treatment. I really don't know how people can be bothered to put in considerable effort to alienate someone who is actually their ally. I suppose I'm over-sensitive to this stuff right now, but it's all too obvious to ignore.
So... I hope to be back soon, with something a little brighter to report (and not just the weather!).
PLUR
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